For Jane, on our 25th anniversary

You haunt my dreams. You haunt my waking hours.
You haunt my life. Each corner turned reveals
A memory floating phantom. Ghosts of times
Of joy assault my heart and sing a dirge
That shatters all my restless nights and sours
Each day’s small bits of light. This sadness squeals
And warps my soul from true. That vision slimes
Both who and what we were beneath its surge.
This blasphemy will kill the work our souls
Were built to yield. So sleep, my dearest love,
And give me rest from memory’s ghosts. The coals
Will blossom, rise again and fly—twin doves
Whose souls still hear the ringing, dancing spheres,
And know their light and love when it appears.
–Harry Proudfoot
I am but  a shadow without you, my love.
I am but a shadow without you, my love.